Still Alive
Friday, July 1st, 2005Haven’t posted in a while now. I tend to start projects all the time and then forget about them soon after.
I’m going to try to get back on schedule! Don’t worry, I won’t give up.
Haven’t posted in a while now. I tend to start projects all the time and then forget about them soon after.
I’m going to try to get back on schedule! Don’t worry, I won’t give up.
The more I put off finishing my work, the worse I feel.
I hope it gets better.
Starting right now, I’m giving myself exactly 20 minutes to get as much done as possible. I’ve had enough of my bad ADD habits and really need to challenge myself to complete some work.
I had left a needle on top of a piece of fabric, in the middle of my living room. I was thinking that I would pick it up later.
And now it’s gone. It is lost somewhere in the fibers of my carpet. I know I will find it sometime soon by accident, walking around the house barefoot. It will hurt.
That was a dumb decision for me to make. I have realized that having ADD makes you do dumb things sometimes. I was going to pick up the needle, but I got distracted and decided I would do it later.
Distractions. They make it so easy to do regrettable things. I would never have done something like this had I taken my medication. I also might not have slept so well, on the other hand.
I haven’t gotten any work done all week!
I know it’s because I haven’t been taking my Ritalin. I don’t want to take it anymore! But it seems like I have no choice if I don’t want to get fired.
Why is life so hard?